Feeling Guilty

I'm writing today from one of our favorite spots in the US; the Opryland Hotel, in Nashville, Tennessee. This place is an architectual wonder; beautiful beyond description; as big as some small towns I've visited; and so extravagant, I can't believe we're actually registered to stay here.

We've visited the hotel a few times in the past; walking through, window shopping a little, and pretending we're staying here. We had even eaten in several of the fabulous restaurants. But until last fall, we'd only stayed one night years ago when there were special rates because it was a holiday and everyone else was home with their families.

This time we're splurging ~ big time ~ and attending Mark Lowery's "Senior Trip". (You have to be 50 to register.) Mark says "It's going to be the best thing since Depends." We're spending four nights here. It's part of a year long celebration of our 50th year of marriage.

But all this opulence somehow makes me a bit uncomfortable. As I sit on the balcony of our room, overlooking the Cascades with waterfalls, exotic flowers, and canopied restaurants all around, I can't help but think of what grace in ACTION usa could do with just a fraction of the millions of dollars people spend here each year.

Should I feel guilty for spending several hundred dollars just for our pleasure when there are people I know that have a difficult time providing enough food for their families? Actually, no, since I'm giving my time and money to help remedy the plight of my friends in need.

But I'm glad I'm sensitive to that tension I see in scripture when God says he has given us all things richly to enjoy ...but suppose you see a brother who needs food or clothing and you say God bless you, but don't give them any food or something to wear.

When I begin to spend more time and money on myself than those I can be helping, then I should feel guilty!

This week, I'll enjoy these wonderful gifts God's given us! Thank you, Father!
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